tat-tanana-tandoori nights

Well this one is for everybody ….so come and contribute…..as one of my able mates puts it “I had like to put up a question for u all in this blog”…..recently I was listening to radio and happened to listen to one of the song which I used to love so dearly …well the reason for my liking was some fond memories attached with it …..Well I won’t like to describe it coz it was one of those lovey-dovey mushy mushy song and I thought that it wud be how things may be in my life …..Yet…. now the scenario had change and I had developed bitter feelings for it as I saw it as something that was far fetched and nonsensical…..afterwards I did try to reason my hatred yet I did not want to jump on conclusion{ for a change}and that’s the reason why wanted to share it with you ….have you got such a case where you were all praise for this song and later you thought it to be the biggest shit around or maybe the vice versa has also happened to me when I wondered why the heck was this song made and then it became one of the most played track in my playlist…well this was ‘THIS IS THE NEW SHIT ‘ by Marilyn Manson ……..seriously I never could imagine myself headbangin and foot tapping on this song coz of its weird title and weirder singer yet I loved it …moreover same has been the case to a CERTAIN extent with tat-tana-nana-tandoori nan(nights) and I still hate himmmes yet but I find the song fullto time pass .now to the pt. (with the fear of sounding like anil)so today I want to know your experiences where u started hating a song u liked or vice versa and plz comment but not stereotypically ….i want u to comment with your experience……(and I’ll be back after this break, your call is next)

.....enter sandman

life has its own facets ,you really don't know when would it show the next one .i thinks that's. life ,it stuns you in a split second and smiles and says 'GOTCHA!'.Although there are few signs ,like the silence before apocalypse. You are made to realize that it aint for granted and you shud better mend your ways .sometime you have to face the music but luckily for some life does give a chance and demonstrates the upheaval on somebody else. You can only show your pity, sympathy for the scapegoat but deep down you ought to accept it that you are happy, happy for being fortunate enough to be on the fence, sitting and learning from others experience, down the line one really has that frustration, disgust, thinking why does life needs to be that stern, although you may not be the victim, but seeing the hardships really does raises your conscience. Reasoning starts to grope u, and the conclusion is –why cant the world be a bit of wonderland we expect it to be, why adversities are omnipresent. Maybe its all like life transitory and every teaching just learned gets evaporated in the daily hustle bustle. Although u maybe reminded of hard earned wisdom as u hear a knock and maybe again enters sandman….

VENTING OUT-WORST DAYS................

VENTING OUT- WORST DAYS AND MORE TO COME
I CANT BELIEVE ,ITS HAPPENING TO ME, NO GODAMN NO….I NEVER EVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE BORROWING SAM’S POST HEADING.WELL NOW I DO FEEL THAT CURRENTLY I’M IN THE WORST PHASE I HAVE FACED FOR QUITE A LONG TIME.BLOW AFTER BLOW , I AM CORNERED IN THE RING GETTING PUNCHES,FROM LEFT ,FROM RIGHT,BENUMBING ME ,WELL I STILL AM UNCONSCIOUS, CANT BE THE EVER SO JUDGEMENTAL ME NOW COZ I REALLY CANN’T UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING ON….AM I JYNXED OR WHAT ?THESE HAVE BEEN THE BADDEST [WELL I DON’T WANT TO WRITE WORST COZ ITS TOO SHORT TO DESCRIBE WHAT I AM GOING THRU ]TWO NIGHTS AND A DAY TO BE PRECISE.IT ALL STARTED YESTERDAY NIGHT ALTHOUGH SYMPTOMS HAD BEEN SEEN MUCH EARLIER, WELL WONT LIKE TO DISCUSS WAT HAPPENED,AND TODAY ..MAN IT TURNED OUT TO BE A FREAKIN DISASTER,GOT UP LATE ,WELL THAT’S MY USUAL TENDENCY,REACHED SCHOOL LATE BUT ESCAPED PUNISHMENT BY A WHISKER,NEVER MIND,THAN ….COMMUNICATION GAP,TENTATIVENESS,WHATEVER …MADE ME SAD,THEN FRENZ ADDING TO MY PLIGHT. I AM MADE TO REMEMBER A SONG BY STRINGS………’KARE MERA INTEZAAR MERA BICHRAA YAAR’……….AND MORE RECENTLY ANOTHER ONE FROM DOSTANA ‘TOO HAI TO I‘LL BE ALRIGHT’ ….WELL COULD NOT SEE ANYBODY….GOT TO LEARN FEW HARSH REALITIES,MADE TO REALISE THAT I WAS A MERE TISSUE PAPER TO SWIPE SOMEONE’S TEAR…JUST A PILLOW TO CRY UPON …TRULY A FAIR WEATHER FRIEND OR WAS IT?FIRT I THOUGHT OF IT AS A JOKE BUT SLOWLY GOT TO REALISE THAT CANT BELIEVE I’M A FOOL AGAIN.HAD FEW NICE MOMENTS TOO,LIKE ENJOYING WITH MATES IN BREAK,AND IN FREE PERIOD,BUT THEN THAT EMPTINESS,THAT PANG OF BEING SINGLE AND NOT ABLE TO MAKE MY MIND WHETHER TO MINGLE……FRENZ AGAIN ,HAPPY IN THEIR OWN WORLD,THAT’S OK,I’M NO ONE TO BLAME……SLEPT FOR FEW MINUTES,WORKED WONDERS FOR ME,I WAS REVITALISED BUT THAN FEAR OF TOMMORROW’S TUITIONS,AFTERMATH OF YESTERDAY NIGHT, AND TO TOP IT ALL HAVING TO SEE ALL BIG FOUR EXCEPT FUCKING SCREWED ARSENAL GETTING GREAT WINS………………CAN’T BELIEVE THAT…………………………WELL I SHOULDN’T BE EXPECTING ANYTHING FROM ANYBODY…FEEL VINDICATED,ASHAMED YET FREE OF WAT I HAVE WRITTEN,I DON’T THINK THAT ALL MY SENSES ARE PROPERLY FUNCTIONING, THAT’S WHY I AM JUST BLURTING OUT WAT I FEEL. THE FUTURE TOO LOOKS GLOOMY…..GOT FUCKING HELL OF TUITIONS AND THAT SON OF A BITCH HAS GIVEN ULTIMATUM TO ALL TO COME PREPARED….THINK THESE DARK CLOUDS WILL PERSIST TILL DECEMBER ….NEED TO MEND MY WAYS … BUT TODAY LEMME JUST VENT OUT …I FEEL LIKE JOTTING EVERY SHIT OF A THING THAT TOOK PLACE AND BLABBERING TILL I SLEEP…..BLAH ….BLAHBLAHBLAH]
WELL AT LAST PLZ THIS IS A SERIOUS REQUEST NOT TO POST ANY COMMENT ON THIS COZ I CARE A DAMN WHAT U FEEL ABOUT THIS POST….AND ETCETRA ETCETRA .THIS WAS A WAY TO PUKE OUT WHAT WAS INSIDE AND I KNOW I HAVE WRITTEN FEW STUPID THINGS WHICH I’LL BE ASHAMED OF LATER ON…WELL AEROSMITH DID PENNED IT WRITE .. ‘I AM LOSING MY MIND…..YOU GOT ME CRAZY’ [SORRY GUNNERS]

draft never completed...A.............H...............Z of my journey to kolkattaa

HERE I AM.... no.. no... i am not trying to sound like Bryan Adams ... well its just the excitement of homecoming and blurting out all my experience that's speaking. here is an alphabetical synopsis of my journey
A-
ANUSHKA-well that’s my 3 year old niece’s name…..well she is truly an angel…..loved the way she used to smile….the way she used to say ’anni chachu’… man have not seen a baby like her …well too cute to describe
BANGUR
Bangur avenue 10…. … … that's the place where I stayed . my Nana's home …one peculiar but truly great thing bout the locality was that no plastic bags were allowed there…
CARDS
After enjoyin the day ….we use to gather for these grueling brainwashing card game session … we were getting into the ‘pakka jooari’ mold night by night ..well these sessions sometimes used to last till 2am…
DANDIYA
Well I know dandiya belong to gujjus and I’m talking about kolkatta ….but it’s a craze in navratri there ….we went to play dandiya twice and it was fun coz I didn’t cared what others were doing and just threw the sticks aside and danced on the beats
p.s. mind you ,I wasn’t a mug with dandiya sticks ,but it was so boring so dancing freestyle was the best option
EGG ROLL
Well I don’t know if you’ll agree but I totally crave for them ….and this passion for egg rolls started whilst my prior visit to kolkatta … so it was all about revisiting old memories.. getting a taste which I thought would be out of this world…but I expected too much.. tch tch
FREEDOM
It was my first time going alone without my parents…..and being ripped off by my half yearly ,... well freedom was all that I was looking for….it felt great being all alone on myself
GOLGAPPA
Golgappa or poochka as are they called in Calcutta ,had to try them couldn’t afford to miss on them…. Although I am not a big poochka fan but.. yet they were great….and most of all cheap….SURELY AN OFFER I COULD NOT REFUSE
HOTEL PARK
Nice hotel …moreover nicer crowd….and great ambiance….went there for ‘DISCODANDIYA’ ..well who cares bout dandiya all what we cousins did was ‘danced the night away’ + some birdwatchin…;]
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SCREWED YET UNLEASHED...............

well this piece was written by me yesterday night thinking about what is going with my studies........

AT THE STROKE OF MIDNIGHT ,when the world sleeps,i,yes i Awake to freedom.....err....TO SLAVERY.....OF economics and have been doing same for other respective subjects for the past week or two.Can't blame them for being my master coz i have never tried to revolt ,to outwit them....well in simple words haven't given them their due importance,haven't tried to study in past.lest i hav been leashed to the courses which look neverending.i am ....today....numb.....coz i have been that badly screwed by my half yearlys that i can't even feel the pain.well one subject is left and i am waiting for it to rip me off.have done so badly this time round yet still dont feel the remorse,guilt of letting myself down.well probably i was not that much tensed about exams and results are quite vident or may become evident soon.coz by my calculations{and yes they are strict} i am gonna fail in upto 2 subjects.probably tomorrow's testmay add to the list i am starting to feel guilty conscious while writing coz all the lame excuses i had in my mind are really just lame and won't help in hiding the truth .TRUTH that it was me , no one else,no circumstances,nothing more responsible for this.have been so careless towards studies...haven't failed previously.....
well i have a tranquilizer waiting for me, coz after this devastation,i am off to KOLKATTA,to my NANI'S home and would try to recuperate there,getting my mind away from this .well its height of shamelessness as i am busy writing this rather than studying microeconomics ....and i have nation income to study bu i dont think its gonna help.maybe 12 hrs from now , i will get my long awaited freedom,but for now lemme study coz raat baaki , baat baaki hona hai jo ho jane do .....now my masters are waiting let me serve them

well as my prophecy went todays exam was a big time blunder ,a real eye opener .i can only remember a song which tells what i feel 3 DOOR DOWNS 'I AM GOING DOWN IN FLAMES' ........all i need now is some time......

bunking ...... ii

well quite a long writing it but u know it that sequels and extended parts do take time .............As i told we all reached the station making one or the other excuse to our families. i personally was feeling quite a high,yet i was still sceptic ..... not that much but a 1% tentative, praying that everything may plan out the way we had thought.I was the second one to reach the meeting pt. and within minutes all four of us were there.as it was too early for a movie show we all decided to chill at a fastfood joint. you may find it a bit exaggerating but we all were living our dreams moreover every teenagers dream now. personally my reason to bunk was just to experience it (and this year being the last year of schooling i really craved to bunk.and moreover listening to other's experiences made me doubly excited)moreover bunking school is in my regard much more fascinating than bunking college, coz bunking college is just no big deal..So,this was my motive behind it and all the showboating which we could do afterwards was just secondary to me(so modest of me:))coming back 2 d story....we all had great time chilling at mc d....and it all seemed an ubercool experience..and then we decided to go for the main course yes the thing for which we bunked... the movie .now movie had story of itself.iwas really keen on watching a particular movie but one of us had plans of watchin the same movie next day and meanwhile the other two didn't really cared which movie it was.....ddc ....i thought i would convince all but couldnt and had to give in to that sob's wishes and i really hated that to the core of my heart......yet being optimistic i went for the movie.well this had been dubbed as a flop all over but still we were watchin it.but the movie just defied everybody....... man ......it was not bad , but the WORST MOVIE i could ever imagine.really i would have been much more entertained by watching say aastha channel or maybe even a bhojpuri flick would have been blockbuster in frontof this.i was big time pi@#ed off.my mate still had that a%*hole look for me ,and i had got only certain fingers to show to my mate .well i cannot go on using astreixs to address my beloved mate.....so after this trauma I ASAP tried to forget about it by thinking bout the initial phase of the bunk which i enjoyed thoroughly.all in all it was a so-so experience,but worth experiencing it and moreover now when i look back to it i do cherish those moments coz these are the memories which u carry throughout so i tried to make a memory out of it(well enough gyan from me)AND AT LAST AS FAR AS THE HEADING GOES....I DIDNOT WANTED TO SOUND PSEUDO-INTELLECTUAL THATS WHY I LIKE TO PUT IT INTO CONTEXT.....it was not a motley crewto begin with but as it progressed it really seemed liked one as we all were going in different direction and didnot seem to click thats why i was bugged off to the limits so as to write this title......well whatever it was ....i thoroughily enjoyed writing MY SIDE;) AND SORRY MATES FOR WHAT I WROTE FOR U BUT I FELT GREAT WRITING IT \m/..........

Just like that

Just got a little enthu-ed by reading a blog from a girl ,felt nice reading it so thought bout writing one myself ... First i really wish like meeting that girl .... Man she really wooed me .... But well ... I should not exaggerate it .The thing i really shud be telling is the kind of blog i read , it was all bout the usual stuff and i think its the way it should be .... Maybe for a change.... Great seeing blogs being manifold... Well at this point i am multi-tasking writing this and listening between the sheets ... Wont be going to school tomorrow , had a hectic day and big time pain in my neck ... It really hurts .... Well enough for me to give school a miss... The best part of the day was our football practice .... Man i really felt great playing the midfield anchorman, got an assist for myself .....after the practice had a real trouble time reaching home ... Had no energy left yet the practice was satisfying .... . I really feel like meeting that girl .. She really seemed very interesting moreover we both share same interests (i.e music)..... I do not wish to discuss more about it coz i am fed up with this multi tasking and want to listen btw.... I already have missed major chunk of the show ....

Being a sport

I hav today found out a thing abt myself,maybe it just typifies humans, well BIG WORDS,yet lemme just describe u wat happened....well i was thinking bout sports,my fav soccerteam and remembered a thing happened while my skool soccer training.well it was literally a EUREKA moment for me(well u may understand my pun)so i realised or maybe analysed wat i did wile trainin,well again a prologue is needed.well i had dis classmate ofmine widwhom i wasnt on talking term{mind u itwas MEnot him}coz he ridiculed me and etcetra...in all itwas a grudge issu 4me.Back 2trainin,we were going thru normal drills and he was going thru selection for the place of GK whereas i was already in dteam. Dis drill was based on GK throwing d ball and u kicking it back 2him.we wer asked to align ourselves in 3lines acc. To 3 GK &i deliberately went joined the line facing him.i had all ridiculous ideas of bruising and battering him wid my shot and was thinking bout kicking the ball hard in his face.But as soon as he threw d ball 2me,all i thought was 2control d ball and aim at goal rather than him and continued doing dat till d end of drill and never got 2 realise wat changed my mind moreover i never thought bout it afterwards.and now as i think abt it sitting on d THROne;) i feel good,i think i did d right thing and moreover the best part is dat it came frm within rather dan i reasoning it out. I think at d end my sportsmanship got better of me and prevailed as i thought about the team and the benefits rather than fulfilling my revenge or whatever as i had thought about it at the start of drill OR maybe as i ponder over and over i think of the word VIVEK or the power of mind to discriminate being present in me , well again it may seem exaggeration for some ,well whatever it was , i got to know that i was not just idealistic but practical too as i applied whatever was right INSTINCTIVELY and looking for bigger picture rather than satisfying my ego and later on as i dwelled on my throne.') i realised that vivek is characteristic of human species coz no matter how much we may stray we have that much understanding so as to come back to the track and do wat's Good for us , team and everybody else

bunking with motley crew part i

As i tell you it might look too exiciting to people who haven't tried bunking yet...... even i thought abt it likewise but, the experience has REALLY changed my perspective.. well let me first take you to a prologue which frm my point of view laid the foundation of this bunk.it was a day before the d'day and more importantly it was the day i had my eco test. I thought i would study hard for it but in the end couldn't... so, here i was going to school unprepared. tch tch ,i forgot to tell you how i had this feeling of bunking infused in me.The day before one of my fren asked me bunk school with him but i refused coz of the test and now i was cursing myself for that, .....so as i was to reach school i saw one of my mate and like me he too was unprepared and i asked him abt bunking the school. but nothing came out... as he was tentative and we decided not to bunk that day. but as in me, the bunking seed had been sown in him. the ECO test as expected was a nightmare but afterward my fren told me that we could bunk tommorrow as he had more frenz ready to do so. It sounded too amazing to refuse and since all this was still in its nascent stage thus i also gave my affirmation.But soon the idea seemed to materialise as we now were 4 brave students ready to bunk. Still i was not convinced that we could pull it off.but later that night we really got our heads together and our way to bunk school next day. we all agreed not to ditch and reach a metro station next morning. Butterflies had found a new dwelling in our stomachs it all seemed BOND STUFF for all of us ................................