SCREWED YET UNLEASHED...............

well this piece was written by me yesterday night thinking about what is going with my studies........

AT THE STROKE OF MIDNIGHT ,when the world sleeps,i,yes i Awake to freedom.....err....TO SLAVERY.....OF economics and have been doing same for other respective subjects for the past week or two.Can't blame them for being my master coz i have never tried to revolt ,to outwit them....well in simple words haven't given them their due importance,haven't tried to study in past.lest i hav been leashed to the courses which look neverending.i am ....today....numb.....coz i have been that badly screwed by my half yearlys that i can't even feel the pain.well one subject is left and i am waiting for it to rip me off.have done so badly this time round yet still dont feel the remorse,guilt of letting myself down.well probably i was not that much tensed about exams and results are quite vident or may become evident soon.coz by my calculations{and yes they are strict} i am gonna fail in upto 2 subjects.probably tomorrow's testmay add to the list i am starting to feel guilty conscious while writing coz all the lame excuses i had in my mind are really just lame and won't help in hiding the truth .TRUTH that it was me , no one else,no circumstances,nothing more responsible for this.have been so careless towards studies...haven't failed previously.....
well i have a tranquilizer waiting for me, coz after this devastation,i am off to KOLKATTA,to my NANI'S home and would try to recuperate there,getting my mind away from this .well its height of shamelessness as i am busy writing this rather than studying microeconomics ....and i have nation income to study bu i dont think its gonna help.maybe 12 hrs from now , i will get my long awaited freedom,but for now lemme study coz raat baaki , baat baaki hona hai jo ho jane do .....now my masters are waiting let me serve them

well as my prophecy went todays exam was a big time blunder ,a real eye opener .i can only remember a song which tells what i feel 3 DOOR DOWNS 'I AM GOING DOWN IN FLAMES' ........all i need now is some time......

bunking ...... ii

well quite a long writing it but u know it that sequels and extended parts do take time .............As i told we all reached the station making one or the other excuse to our families. i personally was feeling quite a high,yet i was still sceptic ..... not that much but a 1% tentative, praying that everything may plan out the way we had thought.I was the second one to reach the meeting pt. and within minutes all four of us were there.as it was too early for a movie show we all decided to chill at a fastfood joint. you may find it a bit exaggerating but we all were living our dreams moreover every teenagers dream now. personally my reason to bunk was just to experience it (and this year being the last year of schooling i really craved to bunk.and moreover listening to other's experiences made me doubly excited)moreover bunking school is in my regard much more fascinating than bunking college, coz bunking college is just no big deal..So,this was my motive behind it and all the showboating which we could do afterwards was just secondary to me(so modest of me:))coming back 2 d story....we all had great time chilling at mc d....and it all seemed an ubercool experience..and then we decided to go for the main course yes the thing for which we bunked... the movie .now movie had story of itself.iwas really keen on watching a particular movie but one of us had plans of watchin the same movie next day and meanwhile the other two didn't really cared which movie it was.....ddc ....i thought i would convince all but couldnt and had to give in to that sob's wishes and i really hated that to the core of my heart......yet being optimistic i went for the movie.well this had been dubbed as a flop all over but still we were watchin it.but the movie just defied everybody....... man ......it was not bad , but the WORST MOVIE i could ever imagine.really i would have been much more entertained by watching say aastha channel or maybe even a bhojpuri flick would have been blockbuster in frontof this.i was big time pi@#ed off.my mate still had that a%*hole look for me ,and i had got only certain fingers to show to my mate .well i cannot go on using astreixs to address my beloved mate.....so after this trauma I ASAP tried to forget about it by thinking bout the initial phase of the bunk which i enjoyed thoroughly.all in all it was a so-so experience,but worth experiencing it and moreover now when i look back to it i do cherish those moments coz these are the memories which u carry throughout so i tried to make a memory out of it(well enough gyan from me)AND AT LAST AS FAR AS THE HEADING GOES....I DIDNOT WANTED TO SOUND PSEUDO-INTELLECTUAL THATS WHY I LIKE TO PUT IT INTO CONTEXT.....it was not a motley crewto begin with but as it progressed it really seemed liked one as we all were going in different direction and didnot seem to click thats why i was bugged off to the limits so as to write this title......well whatever it was ....i thoroughily enjoyed writing MY SIDE;) AND SORRY MATES FOR WHAT I WROTE FOR U BUT I FELT GREAT WRITING IT \m/..........