Monday, August 17, 2009

10.30 ki dtc bus ( ticket cost =rupee 107)

I recently watched love aajkal and got to learn a thing that I guess is missing in everyone of us. It was their break –up and they decided to celebrate it….well it sounds weird and filmi yet I find it so apt…I mean, leaving on a good note and all ..every time we decide to end a relationship or for that matter anything ,its when things become sour and we are fed up and end after loads of mud slinging ,disgust and hatred .it really in a way typifies us …its like when we loose the taste in things we try to dump them, throw them out of our lives….well that’s the long and short of it but for a thought how good it would be if we see GOOD in the goodbye and have memories than scars of the past …
Moving on ,life isn’t that nice to me these days….don’t wish to elaborate on that …but have learned a lesson or two…here I was coming home from college after attending just a solitary lecture…waiting for the bus …soon I got a DTC bus and decided to play it smart by getting a 7 Rs ticket in place of a Rs 10 one …everything was going fine ,the bus was emptier than usual and I was enjoyin my ride then a school girl decided to sit next to me ,I was baffled because there were empty ladies seat ..though I hadn’t checked her out , I thought what’s special in me that she decided to sit with me…and maybe I thought that like in movies I will find my someone special in a public bus. But when I had a glimpse of her I was sucked back into reality ..this was not the end of story ..to add insult to the injury that silly girl started sneezing and coughing on my face ...i was all petrified …SWINE FLU and the fuckin shit….i immediately covered my mouth and was praying that she leaves soon….i was happy to see her go ..later as I reached my stop I saw these two aged checkers waiting for me to step down ..i showed them my ticket and moved ahead but was called back …they told me that I had to pay penalty coz the ticket had expired 6 stops ago….i never knew that so much can be inferred from a little ticket ..after that it was all about explaining to them ,giving alibi and trying to get away by acting like a gentle and naïve kiddo …but the buggers had better of me …I guess experience had taught them how to deal with ppl like me…and they did get the fine i.e. rs. 100 and I was left feeling cheated, guilty and outwitted...the positives from this were that I can boast about being legally charged for something….coming home I felt sick and tired …and in evening felt really sick…with my body aching and feeling feverish…I rued over my bus journey as all I could think about was acquiring h1n1 virus from that stupid little girl …I spent whole night reading about h1n1 and the complementary shit. Next day, meeting a doctor was imperative..and so I did…had a reassuring chat with him…but still don’t feel healthy as in 100%… i would end up thanking my mom who is always there whenever i feel lost...who infuses courage when i think life is too tough to live..showing care and support unconditionally.....in the past i was utterly amused to see people becoming fans of pages dedicated to mothers ,fathers an all but now i have realised its just a little gesture from them to salute their moms...and recently i too became a fan of one of these and really am more than just fan of my mother

bigdi kismat bhi badal jaegi

zindagi tarane khushi ke gayegi

tere hote kiska darr

tu duaon ka he ghar...MAA


P.S. I wish to delay my college life blog as I wish to discover it…and wont let my initial experiences decide what its gonna be like…just heard that one bastard who was till now one of my convenient fren in the college has got admission somewhere else…all I would like to say is best of luck and SCREW YOURSELF!!! well this news has instilled in me a force and good vibe that I wanna be there in dcac …dcac will be the only place I wish to be….well this reminds me of footie and the transfers I feel like a player who wishes to remain at the same club despite turmoil and I feel proud…and a bit feeble…