Friday, August 15, 2008

Being a sport

I hav today found out a thing abt myself,maybe it just typifies humans, well BIG WORDS,yet lemme just describe u wat happened....well i was thinking bout sports,my fav soccerteam and remembered a thing happened while my skool soccer training.well it was literally a EUREKA moment for me(well u may understand my pun)so i realised or maybe analysed wat i did wile trainin,well again a prologue is needed.well i had dis classmate ofmine widwhom i wasnt on talking term{mind u itwas MEnot him}coz he ridiculed me and etcetra...in all itwas a grudge issu 4me.Back 2trainin,we were going thru normal drills and he was going thru selection for the place of GK whereas i was already in dteam. Dis drill was based on GK throwing d ball and u kicking it back 2him.we wer asked to align ourselves in 3lines acc. To 3 GK &i deliberately went joined the line facing him.i had all ridiculous ideas of bruising and battering him wid my shot and was thinking bout kicking the ball hard in his face.But as soon as he threw d ball 2me,all i thought was 2control d ball and aim at goal rather than him and continued doing dat till d end of drill and never got 2 realise wat changed my mind moreover i never thought bout it afterwards.and now as i think abt it sitting on d THROne;) i feel good,i think i did d right thing and moreover the best part is dat it came frm within rather dan i reasoning it out. I think at d end my sportsmanship got better of me and prevailed as i thought about the team and the benefits rather than fulfilling my revenge or whatever as i had thought about it at the start of drill OR maybe as i ponder over and over i think of the word VIVEK or the power of mind to discriminate being present in me , well again it may seem exaggeration for some ,well whatever it was , i got to know that i was not just idealistic but practical too as i applied whatever was right INSTINCTIVELY and looking for bigger picture rather than satisfying my ego and later on as i dwelled on my throne.') i realised that vivek is characteristic of human species coz no matter how much we may stray we have that much understanding so as to come back to the track and do wat's Good for us , team and everybody else

5 comments:

samarth said...

hmmm ... this is what i will call a moral dilemma .. and u made a decesion that u thought will serve a much better purose ...
so once u make decesion .. dont think about it afterwards .. think that u just made it .. coz u thought it was the best choise for u ...

Arpit Kumar said...

i can imagine that "friend's" reaction towards this blog . so get ready to feel somebody's side too.
best of luck
praying 4 u

aneesh said...

Bhai he's not whom u r thinking abt ...... He's ..... Well ......you need to think abt he WAS tryin for the goalkeeper's spot gotcha.......

Sarthak Anand said...

hmm hmm...sach bolun to i still rmembr dat day...u forcefully stayed jst opp. to him even after wen i asked u to go to the other side..i still remembr man!ab mjhe samajh aaya....well uske bad bi wo goal pe shot lene wali drill hui thi!! u mst have tried ur bst..to hit him wid ur kick..haina!!gr8 thing....atleast it mad u realise som thing..fr ur gud only...n jst see...u r ''in'' n he's ''out''...u've got ur revenge...ha ah a jokin!

aneesh said...

well nice comment sarthak and as u said i really had something to think bout moreover whose the one in the team who u would like to kick ;0 well i think there is one person whose butt we both wanna kick